Finally!

I am pretty confident I know what I want to do when I go back to Canada! I am going to join the Canadian Forces!!! And I am really excited about it. Today I did some research online and took a loot at the forces website. Its just what I was ment to do and I believe that with all my heart! I am so excited!!

There is a lot I have to do to prepare for when I go home. First I need to get into shape and thats where I need your help! Any advice would be amazing! Because losing weight for me is hard. I love food way to much. I need to work on my self control. Its especially hard when there is so much junk food in my house and no one else is focused on getting healthy! Obviously I know that eating right and excercise is key, but if anyone else has some advice... it would be greatly appreciated! The second thing i need to do when I get home is get laser eye surgery! I need to get my eyes corrected before I join up.. it just makes sense and I am sick and tired of glasses and contacts!!! Its so agravating and expensive to have both! Im really getting sick of sticking my fingers in my eyes to put my contacts in!! haha so they are going first thing! Gotta save up the mula for that. Its not going to be cheap!

On a side note, in my last post, I stated that I am focusing on me. I have stopped looking for someone to make me happy... and so far its going great. I am depending on myself to make ME happy. I am trying to put myself out there more and trying to put more trust in people. So far thats the hardest part. After being betrayed the way I was I don't trust anyone right now. I always think the worst of situations and take everything someone says with more then one grain of salt.

So yeah. As of right now... thats the plan!!
Like I said. Any advice or words of encouagment would be great!!

Till Next Time!
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