I was watching this TV show the other day and one of the characters said something that was exactly how I'm feeling about a certain person in my life.
"There is a big problem, because you took the next step all by yourself and you played the whole thing out in your head and you decided to bail before even giving it a shot. So this really great thing that we have, don't even worry about losing it. Because its already gone."
I just wish I had the guts to look this person in the eye and say something along those lines to him. It would feel so great to get it off my chest and make my life so easier.
Till next time!
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