I was watching this TV show the other day and one of the characters said something that was exactly how I'm feeling about a certain person in my life.
"There is a big problem, because you took the next step all by yourself and you played the whole thing out in your head and you decided to bail before even giving it a shot. So this really great thing that we have, don't even worry about losing it. Because its already gone."
I just wish I had the guts to look this person in the eye and say something along those lines to him. It would feel so great to get it off my chest and make my life so easier.
Till next time!
E

Snowy Days amd Shameful ways

This weekend was a great weekend. Sofie's birthday was Friday night so Sofie, Sophie and Isabell walked over to my house and we partied it up. The snow started Friday afternoon and it just kept coming down. We got about 2 feet of snow I would say. Maybe more. So right back to Sofie's 22nd bday! We decided to make our own pizzas... except we forgot the pizza dough so we had to make a drunken walk to the store in the snow... it was a lot of fun! After that we ate and drank the night away with pizza cake and The Captain (he is such a great guy! I think I should marry him....) Saturday the girls were still here and it was one of Sophie's host kids birthdays so she and I hiked through the snow to her house so that she could wish him a happy birthday and give him his present. Then we needed more food so we headed back to the grocery store. Over all it was a 5 hour hike in the snow and it was exhausting. That night the girls and I had a chill night. We watched some movies and vegged a bit.. The first movie we watched was "My Life in Ruins" which was a really great movie. It was hilarious and just the perfect movie for a girls night. The second movie we watched was "He's Just Not That Into You"... Now i've seen this movie before and I like but there are things about it that bother me. Like the girl who over analogizes everything... shes just annoying!
The next day was Super Bowl Sunday!!!! The driveway was hidden in snow and I really wanted some fresh air and so i decided to go outside and shovel the driveway. The girls helped me and it took about 2 hours for the 4 of us to find the entire driveway. The snow was so heavy and the next morning I was in a lot of physical pain from all the snow! So sunday night was the game... and what an amazing game it was!!! Saints vs. Colts... and of course the Saints won 31-17!!!! It was such an amazing game!!! Me and the girls got good and drunk that night but unfortunately the Captain wasn't as good to me as he has been in the past and so on top of my immense body pain from shoveling i was also in immense pain from a massive hangover.
Because of the snow the girls didn't have school Monday and I happened to have the day off! But they also had no school today... or tomorrow or Thursday... or until Febuary 18th for that matter. Can someone just kill me now please? The girls are driving me nuts. They keep talking back.. laughing in my face. I can't wait to get out of here! This place in slowly killing me. With my host mom getting married and we're moving in with her new husband... I am stuck here doing all the packing by myself and I am getting REALLY stressed out... I can't even sleep anymore. And when I do..its not a very great sleep....
Well If i get through this wedding and this next few days and I am still alive then I suppose you'll hear from me then....
Till next time!
E

Out and About

So,
Today has been a kinda a great day! It snowed last night and so school was canceled today. Which I think its kinda really really funny because if we had this kinda weather that we have today and school was canceled the superintendent of schools would be a laughing stalk! Its gorgeous out today! The sun is shining and its quite warm. It is a great day to go outside and play in the snow! :) While out there i shoveled the driveway, built a snow turtle (which is kinda awesome I might add) and played in the snow with my two girls! I also go attacked by them and got a lot of snow down my pants haha.

Yesterday I went shopping with Sofie and Sophie! We went to Marshals and both Sophie and Sofie found really cute pairs of shoes and I found nothing... well no that's a lie... I found an awesome water bottle that says "Who says this is water" haha it suits me so well!..$5 bucks too!

I've been playing on a volleyball team... and I love it! I absolutely love volleyball and I will never be bored of it! :)

Valentines day is coming up soon... and I am not looking forward to it.. I pretty much hate the holiday and thinks its a complete waste of time and money. Who says on that on Fab 14th you have to show your love for someone... shouldn't you show them your love everyday? What makes Feb 14th so special?

In 1.5 weeks my host mom is getting married. I still need to find a dress and thanks god I don't need to find a date! That is a big weight lifted off my shoulders. A lot of her family is going to be here at the house next weekend and its going to be one crazy weekend! I have started packing things up aroud the house... I was really sad when I packed up the margarita glasses... I'd rather drink actual margaritas out of them then wrap them in news paper. The week after the wedding David and Barbara will be in Hawaii and then when they get back we will finally be moved into Davids house... I have mixed feelings about this though. In David's house I'll have a gigantic bed and a fridge that will be regularly stocked with food! But living in Barbara's house I usually have the place to myself and its quite relaxing! I get to so basically what ever I want whenever I want.. and no one bothers me! :)

So far Febuary is going alright... except for the snow and the snow that is to come this coming weekend... its threatening to ruin our weekend party plans!!! :(m Sofie's birthday is this weekend and I am so excited!!! Wait till she sees what we have planned ;)
Till next time!
E